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Oi Death

what is this,

 the room is

cold

       this was foretold

I am death

I am the shadow on your wall

 I am that which comes all days

       before the fall

oi, death, oi, death

oi, death, oi death

lead us out of Eastern  Europe,

    just like Moses

       lead us out before the camp gate

slams and closes

because even after  war,   

the Polish mobs

                are at your door –

oi, death, oi, death

oi, death, oi death

Jews have died,

but only one was crucified

oi, death, oi, death

oi, death, oi death

I am death,

I will see that your

      widow   cries –

Let your children watch you die

before your  eyes,

stop your heart before you can

say your goodbyes –

oi, death, oi, death

oi, death, oi death

my gullet seizes,

breath turns cold,

my bones are brittle

come here mother,                                               

take a towel,

and wipe my

          spittle.

Ich ver alt ich ver alt

und der pupik wird mir kalt

ich ver alt

und der pupik wird mire kalt

oi death oi death

oi death oi death

mark my gravestone

with these words,

to see me through:

“look, here lies,

          among the flies, another

                                 Jew” –

and kick some dirt and

run from this whole

graveside   scene,

‘cause only goyim worry that

            their grave’s kept

                        clean –

                               oi death oi death

                                               oi death oi death

Flakowitz in Love 

I’m in a movie theater                        

 A white screen-                                                

     And so begins

                with  violins                                          

a Coney Island

dream

The scene is after war       

                With love in reach –                          

Trailing shots of                                                

Busy city spots –                                                              

Than: 

Brooklyn at the

beach

The salt  breeze,

The sand, the foam            

The waves,

and boardwalk babes

who

         tan alone

On the boardwalk:                                            

Fun house mirrors,

Barkers, Drifter shtarkers,                                  

cruising queers –

Everyone is hiding

           in the open air.                                                                       

the cops only make stops

to feel the wind in their hair.

There is a couple                                                               

walking, starry-eyed                                 

Brooklyn drifters, romance grifters,                       

Side by side

The camera zooms in –                     

He’s close, and  whispers discretely,

She’s flattered,      

the camera pulls back,     

seagulls are  scattered,

and  she smiles                     

sweetly

I cringe and sink                                  

         Into my seat-                                                                   

       I know these two,                                          

                a Bensonhurst and a                                               

                               Brownsville Jew,                

                                               Mad from the heat

I stand and                                                         

Yell at the screen                                                         

 “lady, flee the seduction of the sea -            

he’s nothing like he                                                  

seems

“This will have a

Sorry end,

with miseries endless                                            

A lonely child , lost and wild -                        

                               And completely  friendless- “

Suburban Jews

Who are they,

suburban Jews?

Obsessed with politics

And the latest news?

Where do they live,

Suburban Jews?

No New York –

Just Bloomfield blues

Christmas pageant

And an Easter egg hunt –

A crucifix and

a virgin –

a virgin –

a virgin –

a hall monitor

and an angry lunch lady –

a principle whose

a virgin

a virgin

a virgin

where are they?

Suburban Jews,

Smoking pot and

Drinkin’ booze?

What have they become,

These Jews in the suburbs?

Without faith -

They don’t pray -

They drive the car on Saturday!–

They don’t wear phylacteries–

They use menorahs made in factories

Tfillin – tfillin – tfillin!

Lord willin’-

Oh Jews –

Why have you forsaken me?

Who are they, suburban Jews –

Just Bloomfield blues –

And no New York –

Suburban Jews are eating pork!

In the Old Stetl (Where I was Born)

Down where the Cossacks

scream                                                                

               Shiksas bathing in the village

stream                                                                

                oy, life is just a Jew-boy’s

dream                                                                 

               in the old stetl where I was born

children playing in the Russian

air                                                                   

                the moil smiles because business is good

everywhere                                                         

trying to circumcise that old grey

mare,                                                                 

               in the old stetl where I was born

Taxman comes, I smile and

say                                                                   

               “what do you have for me today?”              

He says, “Every Jew is gonna have to pay and pay”              

I just laugh and dance away…

So I go home and count my money                  

Cash is the Jew’s milk and honey     

Smiling gold teeth, for life is sunny              

 In the old stetl where I was born

Here some news, a Bolshevik  war?                 

Hey, that’s what the goyim are for.                    

I’m stayin’ here to read my book        

in Bialystock, by the babbling brook -

Shabbas dovening, the cantor sighs,            

Shiksa sweethearts with milky white thighs               

The czar decrees, another Jew dies    

In the old stelt where I was born

Still, you won’t find a single complaint               

Is you is, or mamala, or is you ain’t?              

Nobody's perfect and no Jew’s a saint              

 in the old stetl where I was born

Goyishe World

Oh, oh

goyishe world,

please let me be

goyishe world...

If you think that I'm not right,

than please just let me sleep the night,

goyishe world...

Oh, oh

goyishe world,

mama's gone,

goyishe world...

sometimes when I drift asleep

I dream of a wall where widows weep,

goyishe world

oh, oh.

goyishe world,

please let me in,

'goyishe world...

is there something that I lack?

go, burn that cross that's on my back!

goyishe world

oh,

Yeshiva boy,

what you doin' uptown?

Yeshiva boy...

going home for Pesach prayers

running the gauntlet of Christian stares

taking a beating, it's a small price

to pay for he death of Christ -

goyishe world...

oh, oh

goyishe world,

I'm in hell,

goyishe world...

would it make you feel better to see

me spit on a phylactery?

goyishe world

oh,

revenge is sweet,

goyishe world...

just because we killed your lord,

hey it was the weekend, and we were bored!

goyishe world...

oh, oh

goyishe world,

Babel's dead,

and so am I -

tie my had and bind my feet,

Jewish blood is moist and sweet,

goyishe world...

goyishe world...

goyishe world...

I’m Not Nico

I’m not Nico                        

She can’t speak right now

She is biking in Ibiza

 People ask me                      

What is Nico like                      

I say “Nico rides a bike.”

Nico said,                               

Life is not so sweet              

Fellini saw but could not hear her   

Fairest skin                          

Nazi kin                                

Curse the blond hair in the mirror

Nico Told me                      

She can’t sleep with Jews 

There is just too much to lose

Pace the stage                       

It’s a cage                            

Warhol saw but could not hear her

Nico says,                           

“leave me a alone –            

 sad is the land that needs a mirror.”

Factory nights,                   

Needle flights -                   

She’s a prisoner in her own skin –  

Junker son,                            

Loves no one

But Delon is not his kin

But I’m not Nico                 

She can’t speak right now

 She sees death coming nearer –

Nico says                            

Reality is ok –                                                   

but her dreams are so much clearer

Blood on the Mountain

When the sun goes down

I can hear his last sighs

through the cold, heavy mist

and the hard winter skies

it was fated we meet

from the day he was born,

his cries heard in the street

as from the womb he was torn

I knew we would love

from when I was a child

'twas the sound of his voice,

left me sad but beguiled

when the sun goes down

and I remember his death,

just the thought of his love

helps me catch my next breath

and though I look at his eyes

in that old picture frame

all memory soon dies

to return whence it came

'twas the last night we spent

in our unwedded bliss,

as I watched him asleep

and touched his brow with a kiss

as he dreamed of our love and

the touch of my breast

I leaned o'er the bed and

drove the knife in his chest

as that night flew away

I let my memories flood -

and lay down beside him

to be

cleansed by his blood

'twas no more I would flee

at the sight of his hand.

'twas no more I  would share

any bed with a man

but when at last my night falls

and I face death's dark door

I will run through the flames

just to see him once more

Leni   

Leni,

Oh Leni

Basking in the shadow of  the Fuhrer’s smile

Living a murderer’s exile -

Oh Leni

Leni

Oh Leni

How many bastard Nazi children can you sire

Warmed by the flames of the Reichstag fire?

Oh Leni

Leni

Oh Leni

Celebrity becomes you blond goddess of love

Kissing Jewish children goodbye beneath the sign of the dove

Oh Leni

Leni

Oh Leni

My nights are filled with dreams of your cold, cold breath

As I sigh in the fumes of death

Oh Leni

Leni

Oh Leni

The gypsy graves are mossy and still

Dead memory of the triumph of the will

Oh Leni

Nazi women living behind closed doors

Jewish women living as Nazi whores

Oh Leni

Dark is the Ground,

Cold is the Night

Dark is the ground

And cold is the night –

Only the sound of

The prophets in flight

Thick is the air  with

The cold smell of death

Gravediggers wait for

His last labored breath

Dark is the ground

And cold is the night –

No one has risen –

The blind have no sight

The starving have starved and

the mute cannot talk

the waters haven’t parted and

the crippled can’t walk

Where’s Lou Reed?

Candy’s in the back room

Giving head and shooting speed –

Comes out, eyes twitching in the light, and asks,

Where’s Lou Reed?

I’m in the kitchen

Spiking all the chicken feed –

Suddenly I hear a voice, asks:

“Where’s Lou Reed?”

Satellite baby –

Rhymes with maybe

Delmore Schwartz –

Of course –

Narcissus in rags,

New York fags,

uncut skag -

remorse…

and the white girls go: Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Valerie’s not shootin blanks

Warhol’s colors start to bleed

Factory is closing down  –

So where’s Lou Reed?

Lester Bangs is in the parlor

Reading tales of Margaret Mead

Hunched against the window sill -

So where’s Lou reed?

Songs about sister –

Has he kissed her?

Buy, ya know,

Who cares?

Tracks of his tears,

Lunch with queers,

Electric shears

Poetic airs -

Dinners with Bowie

Evening at the theater  – Franny and Zoey

Warhol paints

a can -

What’s up doc?

Electric shock

Waiting for

some man

and the white girls go: Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Lou is talking now with Burroughs

Burroughs thinks it’s Patty Smith

Watch his brow – how deep it furrows –

Where’s Lou Reed?

Lou is on a real thin wire

Sometimes he gets really tee’d -

Even he’s asking the question-

Where’s Lou Reed?

Syracuse mixers,

Sex with shixas,

Coulda been

a CPA –

Some liked Ike

But Nico’s bike

Washed it all

away

and the white girls go: Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou Lou

Shoot Me Up With Your Love (Theme for Johnny Thunders)

I put the needle

in my vein

It give me a feeling 

I can’t explain

Especially when it

hits my brain –

Baby shoot me up with your love –

Sometimes when

I’m half asleep

I put the needle in

So deep

It’s a feeling I can keep –

Baby shoot me up with your love –

Baby shoot me up with your love

On days when it’s

Cold and gray

I don’t have to hide away

Not if my needle

Has its say –

Baby shoot me up with your love

Baby shoot me up with your love

Sittin’ on my

hotel bed

Breathing’s slow –

Can’t feel my head –

Now wonder, baby –

I’m cold and dead!

Baby shoot me up with your love

Baby shoot me up with your love

In a Lonely Place

I cannot see your face

Here in a lonely place

There are things time cannot erase

Even in this lonely place

I feel your cold embrace

Here in this lonely place

Lee Marvin scalded Gloria Graham’s face

But not in a Lonely Place

Lonesome and Dead

I took a walk last night to look at the stars

To breathe the cold night air, the exhaust from old cars

And later, sleepless and cold as I lay in my bed

I thought I might as well face it, I’m lonesome and dead

I had a dream where I saw the whole past

Every dead relative, united at last

And as each one walked up to me, they shook my hand and said:

“It’s really nice to see you son, but you’re lonesome and dead.”

I came home, she was packing everything she owns

If her love was a bank, she was calling in her loans –

And as she kissed me goodbye she licked my ear and said:

“You know I love you honey but you’re lonesome and dead.”

I guess it’s just life, no one knows that you’re there

You’re small and invisible, transparent as air –

When I walk down the street, no one even turns their head,

Sometimes I wonder if I’m lonesome and dead

It may be my time, the light’s starting to dim –

I’m in deep water, and I can’t swim –

And as things turn to black, I remember the last thing she said:

“You know I love you honey, but you’re lonesome and dead

Failure                                                       

Failure

Is the face in the mirror

Failure

Is reality brought nearer

Failure

I’m listening to

Peaches and Regalia

Drowning out the sounds

Of my own failure

Failure…

Ulysses

Roamed the world with his sailors

Just to return

To the same old failures

Failure

Failure

Is the look in your eyes

Failure

is the sound of your sighs,

failure...

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